Monday, September 5, 2016

Spring/Summer Hospital Stay Comment #6

May 23, 2016


Angela continues to be on a roller coaster ride of good days and bad with today being a bad day. She did not sleep well last night despite being give a dose of Ativan. Symptoms were not the source of her restlessness but instead just an inability to get comfortable. Six days of lying in a hospital bed can certainly contribute if not cause that effect.
Doctors are still attempting to determine if there is an underlying cause, aside from damage to her bone marrow that is preventing platelets from being produced. An objective today was to transfuse two units of platelets testing her counts one hour after each transfusion was complete. If there was movement in her platelet count or at least evidence of stabilization than there would be no need to deviate from the current plan however if the platelet count were to drop doctors would proceed with HLA testing (platelet compatibility study)
That was the plan however Angela’s body did not want to cooperate. Approximately thirty minutes into the first one hour transfusion she was overcome by severe nausea leading to a serious bout of vomiting. Once reported the transfusion was immediately stopped and Angela was treated with the best of care.
Unfortunately the entire unit of platelets had to be transfused to validate the study so the exercise proved to be unsuccessful. As the doctors regrouped in an attempt to understand why the transfusion resulted in such a violent reaction Angela was able to recall that she typically receives Benedryl prior to a transfusion of this type. When brought to the attention of the doctors they concurred that this could or would have prevented the nausea. A second attempt at introducing platelets into her blood stream is scheduled to occur later this evening/night with a plan to administer Benedryl.
The most bothersome symptoms are still shortness of breath and headache. Shortness of breath is attributed to pleural effusion (water on the lungs) and the headache is most likely a symptom of high blood pressure.
A CAT scan w/contrast revealed a moderate amount of fluid on both lungs confirmed by an ultrasound. The ultrasound also confirmed that there are pockets on both sides of the lungs where a needle can be safely inserted to remove the fluid. This procedure is scheduled to occur tomorrow pending a safe level of platelets can be maintained overnight. There is some concern that there could be an underlying factor causing the fluid buildup so once removed the fluid will be thoroughly tested.
Her blood pressure is a source of concern (at least to me) but the staff appears to be satisfied that it is stable even though high. Her BP remains stable at 155/93 however it peaked at 178/113 during her vomiting episode.
Headaches are being treated with Tylenol however when I brought it to the attention of the staff that it didn’t seem to be working they administered Oxycodone.
The most revealing comment of the day that describes Angela’s current mood is “I want this nightmare to be over”. Unfortunately we were told this morning that her stay in the hospital could extend another five to seven days. She is getting the best treatment in the world but she has had enough and I don’t blame her. She’s tough but even the toughest need a break.
Not whining about my feelings but observing her battle is the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life. I can’t fix this Angela Bursler but I love you very much we will get through this!

Spring/Summer Hospital Stay Day #6

May 22, 2016

 Angela's condition is slowly improving but she is still not clearly out of the woods. The three biggest issues are: 1. Bone marrow not producing platelets (Count dropped from seventy-five to twenty-one overnight) 2. Percent breathing @ 93. ( unable to get the right volume of Oxygen into her lungs without assistance) 3. Consistent high blood pressure (last reading was 169/99. Target is 130/80)
The assumption is that the fluid overload is significantly contributing to the high BP and breathing issues so they are attempting to regain control through the use of Lasix. 

In spite of the platelet drop overnight the doctors did not appear to be overly concerned. The plan moving forward is to test the blood again later this afternoon/evening for platelet count. If the number stabilizes they will hold and check again in the morning but if it drops platelets will be transfused. One concern is that her system may have developed antibodies preventing the transfused platelets from having the desired effect. There is a chance testing may need to be done to define the type of platelets that her body will accept. 

A piece of good news is that the fevers appear to have subsided. 

Until the three issues are resolved she will remain hospitalized.

She is in good spirits but still scared. She's a tough woman who doesn't easily show fear but I know she's scared.

Spring/Summer Hospital Stay Day #4

May 20, 2016

The CT scan of Angela's chest revealed pulmonary edema. They have been giving her Lasix in liquid form since last night but there has been little or no change to her condition. I haven't talked to the doctor yet this morning but my assumption is that at some point consideration will be given removing the water with a needle. It appears transfer to Penn hinges on how quickly they can clear her lungs. As for the primary reason she came to the hospital she finally had an opportunity for a consult with an Oncologist, Dr. Stephanie Jean. The doctor recommended that she receive units of Nuelasta. As of this hour the only activity toward correcting the blood count issue has been one more transfusion of platelets the effect of which he not yet been reported. Also, during the night, her blood pressure rose to 187/97 prompting the staff to give her blood pressure medicine to her. This medicine was considered to be off limits for one reason or another until the pressure became elevated. In spite of her current condition I'm still hopeful that the transfer to Penn will happen today. It is very frustrating and difficult for me to watch my wife suffer.

Spring/Summer Hospital Stay Day #3

May 19th, 2016
Angela experienced a setback last night so release has been delayed. She is receiving excellent care at this facility but both Angela and I agree that the team at Penn may be better suited to treat her illness. There may be a transfer in the near future.

Spring/Summer Hospital Stay Note #2

Hot off the presses. Received this text from my wife just as I sat down to go to sleep: "Booyah!! Platelets went to 11😊 they are going to recheck in morning. Still have fever but not as bad. Assuming I get out tomorrow don't worry about bringing any clothes."
I love this woman!

Spring/Summer of 2016 Hospital Stay Day 1

May 17th, 2016

Angela Bursler has done her best to hide the effects of cancer and cancer treatment but reality is that her body is taking a beating. Those who have taken for granted that all is well should take a close look at the photos to understand the extent of the symptoms she has endured the last two and a half years. In spite of how well she presents herself in public with her big bright smile and bubbly personality she is in a fight for life ever single moment of the day and night. She will be spending at least one night in the local hospital to treat the current round of symptoms.
Bide your time and work with the hand you're dealt and ultimately you will whoop this disease once and for all. Love you Angela Bursler!